To anyone watching, things are still the same
I water my flowers often
I leave at nine to the same place
I think about letting you know
But I think there's no reason
For you to know about my life
I constantly look for a way out
From impulses I don't want to have
So I don't have to explain myself
And I lie to anyone who asks
And I pretend everything's fine
Not even I believe in myself
And I can even say yes
And I can even disguise myself
But I can't go on like this
Not even I believe in myself
To anyone watching, the days are always the same
Ready-made superficial phrases
And I always answer the same thing
Invariably the same thing
That it's over and it's better this way
So I don't have to explain myself
And I lie to anyone who asks
And I pretend everything's fine
Not even I believe in myself
And I can even say yes
And I can even disguise myself
But I can't go on like this
Not even I believe in myself
Not even I believe in myself
I lie to anyone who asks
Not even I believe in myself
Not even I believe in myself
Not even I believe in myself