I've got things to tell you
Things that aren't pretty
It can neither be erased nor removed
Nothing we don't already know
That sparks from the ashes
Nothing that doesn't repeat
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Sometimes I feel like losing you
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Sometimes I want you to be here
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Sometimes when I look at you I can't find you, sometimes
Sometimes I wanna disappear
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Sometimes I just want you to love me
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To look at me like the first time
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Sometimes I just flip the coin
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Knowing I can lose too
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Of faking what I don't feel
Nothing we don't know by heart
Nothing that we don't decide ourselves
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Sometimes I feel like losing you
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Sometimes I want you to be here
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Sometimes when I look at you I can't find you, sometimes
Sometimes I wanna disappear
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Sometimes I just want you to love me
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To look at me like the first time
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Sometimes I just flip the coin
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Knowing I can lose too