I don't know if I'll be here
I know it's better this way
But I know I won't wait
I don't know if I'll be here
I know it's better this way
But I know I won't wait
It's so clear, it's so uncertain
Of being the right spice for the love I feed
If you don't step into this dance
Of not having and wanting
But you didn't want my unguarded game by your side
You'd say 'wait a bit' and you'd change the scene
But you didn't want a ready heart by your side
You'd say 'wait a bit' and I waited
I don't know if I'll be here
I know it's better this way
But I know I won't wait
I don't know if I'll be here
I know it's better this way
But I know I won't wait
But time runs, it moves on
Of that wrong way of ours that ruined our home
History says hope is the last to die
But what hope is mine if you won't come to me
I know you were waiting for me
You hyped the end in every call
I found myself at a crossroads
A wall behind, a sword ahead
You heard what you wanted, a forced truth
Even if I wasn't, the rage was mine too
Why stare you in the face
And lay my head on your always scented pillow
So I thought to myself
'You haven't been the same for a while'
Not seeing you smile doesn't satisfy me
I won't lie, I kept hiding
And our love kept fading
If only you knew what loving is
I'd run out of air just by looking at you
You'd open the door but never let me in
I don't know if I'll be here
I know it's better this way
But I know I won't wait
I don't know if I'll be here
I know it's better this way
But I know I won't wait