I feel like I'm alone, what you love you really lose
Because as much as you should, you don't succeed as much as you should
Just when you really want it
I'm the first to know why
Because human beings are not always the same
And you're the first to not be you
Because I know you wanted me
How much you wanted me to be dead
And they hope I'll kill myself
Before I get to what I want
And the world tries to kill me
But I'll end up killing myself
Dreaming of a life not mine
Only before it gets filled with police
You've tried to be alone how much, only when
Being alone, that changes when you're alone
How many times have I already said to myself, change, change
I say it but in the end what do I change?
I'm suffocating there is no command
I wake up and it's May again
The bravest here fears the coward
But the more you have nothing, the more courage you find
Of these sails that I tear
When the wind comes it goes and nothing changes sides
This life looks how it changes randomly
How it will change and how it has changed us
I think how they do how they don't
You think I'm happy with cable TV
You think these contracts are enough for me
Those splendid reefs are like corals
But to be happy it's not important
I see these abstract canvases melting in front of them
I would like to change everything with a remote control
But the lost people will not return
But it's not entirely possible
And don't think about the money
The more I look at these hands
The more absurd everything seems
Gone in a day, is that right? No, no, no
Gone in a day, is that right? No, no, no
Gone in a day, is that right? No
It all started when I was thirteen
And I never even talked about the thirteen years
I only saw my parents shouting at each other
And I'm in my room with anxiety all over me
The memory is as clear as when I got my first dog at home
Only those who lose someone know how much it hurts them
I would never have changed
I too repeated this bullshit, this bullshit
And he hasn't been out there much
Apart from what I dreamed of and which I tore to the bottom
Which is the same one that took the world back from me here
This life that gives and takes away, but on the same day
Do you know about my life? No
Remember just laugh at me who knows?
And the cold wind outside
But it's not entirely possible
And don't think about the money
The more I look at these hands
The more absurd everything seems
Gone in a day, is that right? No
And the more I try to take'
The more I see the wind carries us away here
And no one knows what I saw
Understand each other, understand it's just a lie
And I could continue this life
But soon this life will clean up
Dreaming of a life not mine alone before it is filled with police
Often the memories are better
Remember what you actually experienced
Even better than how you actually experienced it
You think the world isn't like this
You think so, but it's true