I shut the door
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But I want to avoid them
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That you didn't forget my birthday
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You chose me unconditionally
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Houses pass me by
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It's quiet behind the windows
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Your heart is so close to me
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It's long past
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Your black hair and your smile
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That you were the whole world to me
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It's still way too deep inside me
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That I could share what you had
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You ran your hand through my hair and said
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Who I am is what you see now
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Do you wanna dance with illusions, in your mind
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Are you beyond the present
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Do you wanna go back to your past
Does that tell you anything
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It's long past
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That you were the whole world to me
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It's still way too deep inside me
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But I forgot how you saw me
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That I'm so different from you
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But it'll never warm me
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Because it can't hug me
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I'd rather scream
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I'd scream endlessly
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You're not mine alone
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I can show the world
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That maybe it's better this way
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That I forgot how you saw me
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That I'm so different from you