Clouds seem to flee
It's long past
That you didn't forget my birthday
You chose me unconditionally
Houses pass me by
It's quiet behind the windows
In blue-lit trains
Your heart is so close to me
It's long past
Your black hair and your smile
That you were the whole world to me
It's still way too deep inside me
That I could share what you had
You ran your hand through my hair and said
Who I am is what you see now
Do you wanna dance with illusions, in your mind
Are you beyond the present
Do you wanna go back to your past
Does that tell you anything
It's long past
That you were the whole world to me
It's still way too deep inside me
But I forgot how you saw me
That I'm so different from you
But it'll never warm me
Because it can't hug me
I'd rather scream
I'd scream endlessly
You're not mine alone
I can show the world
That maybe it's better this way
It's long past
That I forgot how you saw me
That I'm so different from you