Cayarken comes from the verb 'caymak', which means to go back on, retract, or renege on a promise. It is a less common word than simply saying someone broke their word, carrying a sharper sense of betrayal.
In the line "Küçülmedin mi aşkla verdiğin sözden cayarken?", meaning "Didn't you feel small when you broke the promise you made with love?", the word highlights the shame of abandoning a sincere vow. It gives the question real emotional sting.
Have you ever been completely shocked by how someone can hurt you without seeming to care at all? In "Üzülmedin Mi?", which translates to "Weren't You Sad?", Turkish pop star Simge sings from the perspective of someone whose heart has been broken over and over again. She feels like she's been "shot in the same place" repeatedly, her life shattered by someone who severely deceived her.
The most painful part for the singer is the coldness of her ex-lover. She asks a series of powerful questions: