Esmola translates to "alms" or "begging". It's a poignant and somewhat archaic word that evokes a sense of desperation and vulnerability.
In the context of "Soldados", the phrase "Pedindo esmola" (begging for alms) is particularly striking. It contrasts sharply with the idea of soldiers, who are typically seen as strong and self-sufficient. This unexpected juxtaposition highlights the futility and disillusionment of the soldiers in the song, who are reduced to begging despite their supposed role.
Legião Urbana's "Soldados" is a powerful song that takes us into the minds of young men caught in a war they don't understand. It starts with a feeling of loneliness and confusion: "Nossas meninas estão longe daqui / Não temos com quem chorar e nem pra onde ir" [Our girls are far from here / We have no one to cry with and nowhere to go]. The lyrics reflect on a time when playing soldier was just a game, a stark contrast to the terrifying reality they now face. The courage they once felt has turned into fear of death.
The song really hits hard when it questions the very nature of their fight. "Quem é o inimigo? / Quem é você?" [Who is the enemy? / Who are you?] is repeated, showing their deep uncertainty about who they're even fighting against. They defend themselves "tanto, tanto sem saber / Porque lutar" [so much, so much without knowing / Why to fight]. The song ends with a heartbreaking image of them as "Soldados / Pedindo esmola" [Soldiers / Begging for alms], emphasizing that "A gente não queria lutar" [We didn't want to fight]. It's a raw look at the futility and tragedy of war from the perspective of those forced to be a part of it.